A part of me wonders why I decided to start this blog. Is it because at the beginning of 2009 I made a New Years resolution to make a meditations blog? Is it because I just want to look all spiritual? Why am I doing this?
Last night I started thinking about it and I really started worrying. How can I be sure my motives are pure? I think I'm starting this because I truly want to find God in everything I do, but what if I am deceiving myself. The only thing I could do was pray... and pray I did. I begged God to make me sincere, to show me if my motives were not pure and to help me glorify him though it. After all, what is the point if it isn't truly glorifying to God?
A lot of the time most of us live our lives without giving a second thought to God. He is somewhere in the background when he should be leading the pack. It is so easy to forget about Him when we fill our sense with tantalizing stupidity. I don't want to be person who does that...
I want to be like David who says in Psalms 86 : 12 I will praise thee O Lord my God, with all my heart: and I will glorify Thy name Forever.
May that be my heart I pray!
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